LUMOS ∞ NOX
Ομορφιά χωρίς ματαιοδοξία, τη δύναμη χωρίς θράσος, το θάρρος, χωρίς αγριότητα
Time to clean out the memories.
"I don’t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what’s going on in your head when you don’t even understand it yourself."
"I feel as though you are more in love with the lifestyle I don’t want you to have then you are with me and that breaks not only my heart but my whole being. I don’t want this to be the end. I don’t want to lose you. But there is something blocking my way to running back into your arms. I am scared more than anything though, that I’ll want to block out every memory I have of you. I am scared that I will miss you so much I won’t be able to cope. I am scared of being alone. You have made me feel whole and safe and I felt as though I belonged. Because I did, I belonged with you. Once in a life time you come across a person who turns your world upside down. They make you feel things you have never felt before. You want to be with them every waking second and the moments you spend asleep they are the centre of your dreams. When you meet this person you need to hold onto them and not let them go. Because people like this only come once in a lifetime. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone before and letting you go will break my heart. I know what I want, I want to be with you. I want to be with you forever. But I also want what is best for myself and I think that is the one thing that is holding me back more than anything. I can’t keep giving into the lies and the broken promises. I love you and I am sorry that this is so confusing and I am so indecisive. I hope that this turns out the way we both want it to. Because I made you a promise, forever and always."